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WOAH! Just WOAH. I thought my first day in being a college student wouldn’t be unforgettable, just like any normal day but it wasn’t. I came to school really early and I smell like a kid who played all day under the sun because of the weather this morning. It was so sunny. Good thing my friend have a powder and a cologne. I was refreshed after putting some. When I was searching for the room of my first subject, I could say it was really epic. The number in our room was wrong so I keep on checking if it was really our room or it was a different one. I can’t find my room so I decided to ask someone and who told me that that was the room of our section. It was just four of us who were there and they keep coming and coming. I was so surprise because all of them were already close with each other. They were altogether and they keep on chatting while me, I just keep on doodling. No ones talking to me. Maybe they think I’m invisible. And also, I don’t really start a conversation, that’s why I also didn’t talk to them unless they’re asking me something. The girls in our class were just 13 I think, including me. I thought maybe we’ll get along but I guess we won’t. After our first class we had our vacant time and I feel so lonely by myself. No one approached me and ask me to come with them. I felt different ‘cause when I was in elementary and highschool, almost everyone approached me on the first day that’s why they became close to me. Good thing my boyfie rescued me from that loneliness. He didn’t expect that I wouldn’t made friends with my blockmates because before, he told me that maybe he won’t make friends on the first day and he said that maybe I will because of my attitude. I guess things happen the other way around. Haha. After that, I went to my next class and still, no one talks to me. I just keep on doodling there in my chair while listening to my cellphone ‘cause I’m so damn bored. I don’t expect that I would act that way. I already promie myself that I’ll try to be friendly but I guess, I’m really just not. Haha. My classmate whom I asked in our first subject than talk to me. He asks me things and I came with his group into our next class. And then I met my first friend, maybe. I think he’s kind of gay. He keeps on talking to me and telling me stories and we just hang out until our professor came. Wooo. I didn’t experience any introducing this day. I wasn’t called. And I think it was a good thing. Haha. Our class was then dismissed because of the heavy rain. It was my first day and it rains. Just great. I was drenched and the traffic was heavy. We meet up with my sisters in Cubao and we had a foodtrip on our way home while were on the jeepney. It was fun. It was unforgettable for me because for the first time, I felt like a loner and for the first day of my college life, I experienced how tiring it feels when you go home raining. Haha. That’s all. I don’t know if you will find this boring or what. Gotta go to sleep now. I feel so tired. Goodnight :)
I was thinking about this for a long time. In relationship break-ups, why is there always the one who’d been hurt and the one who hurt? Can’t they be just fair? What if it was really not working? There’s always the one who’d been left behind and the one that went away. The one who suffers emotional breakdown and the one who just want to move on. The one who the people pity and the one who they judged because of what happened. It’s always like this in every break-up, right? I still haven’t heard about a break-up wherein they both hurt each other and decide to end everything. A break-up where there is no hard feelings between the two of them. The kind where everything just seems fair. I really don’t get it.